Thursday, October 05, 2006 @10:14 PM
ok now i'm darn confused. very very confused.
i had completely no mood to train today.
after hearing what cheryl had to say.
there was no motivation to train. no high-ness
couldn't do anything at all during training
zhuan ti kept daoing
ban tui kept falling
ya tui cannot go down
pao qiu cannot catch
i felt so shit.
ended up going home early.
all because i kept thinking and thinking about the one thing that bothered me most.
" i dun feel anything wrong" everybody has their depression and low days so don't get so worried it worries me and everything. and i care for you still like duh obviously i do or i wouldn't be here explaining it here.
and i remember i once told you i don't bother about friendships i dun care about.
heres to let you know:
your friendship to me is very very important and means alot to me.
i thought about it the whole of training.
LOVE ya loads.